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melancholy...

it has took me so long to write here...

recently my all passion are gone.
for anything, i don have any motivation to do things which, however, i have to have done.

my anthro midterm came back to me and that was terribly terrible. i never got such a terrible mark... omg... i am most likely to fail this class, as well as econ...

i am having really difficult time now in Canada... this is like when in winter vacation... so horrible. I cannot manage it. Let it be? no way, it wont. it just make me think and think, give me crucial time, thats all it brings to me.

after giving up to stay in Canada two years, i kinda lost myself and could not find it again... it was not because i gave up, but more like i could not find any other things to do in Canada... i could not find any point to study, stay, live in Canada.

i think strongly that these are all because of one thing. i know it. BUT its not something i can write here.

i am so weak. i am so small. but cannot handle it.

i am such a person, i know.
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by canadian_dreaming | 2005-04-01 00:00 | kokoro no tizu
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