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ummm... my life was now terrible...

I need to fix this... I slept 8am and woke up at 9pm... my biological clock is already broken... by myself... and my stomache always hurt me. This is my fault... but... I could not finish my reading... tomorrow is the quiz... its only 6% for whole, but I feel great pressure from it, and now its 6am... I havent finished writing my application for second-year program yet. and the deadline is today, so I have to submit it to seto-san today... haaaa, so fuckin だるい today...

God, what should I do??? I really donno what to do. Is it only now to feel boring because I am under great pressure? or is it really boring life in Canada to study and learn English??? Isnt it much better for me to go back and study another thing, or work and earn money, or plan some events??? isnt it more regrettable??? Do I regret if I go back to Japan??? Is it what I want to do to stay in Canada?? What I want to do??? I am so jealous for those who have a clear vision about future... and their intersts... I dont have any of them...

But I cannot be negative now... time is limited and I dont have much to relax actually...

BE POSITIVE~~~

2005.1.20
Masaharu Shigematsu@Canada
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by canadian_dreaming | 2005-01-20 10:11 | canadian life
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