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mid-terms

Wow...its already February... so dumned early...

I just skipped economics class (both discussion and lecture) this week... but went to discussion classes for both ASTU201 and 202, although the TAs are sucks.

I, I cannot study hard recently, partly because I feel no motivation to do so, and partly because I just simply dont want to do so. I know it is quite bad for me, especially when I realize that I want to stay another year in Canada, although it is really unclear to me. I, I am kinda mad now. Why? I dont know.

I need Takashi as possible as it can be, but I have still 9 days until he comes to Canada and ... I dont know if I can stand those days ... I need his help, the help from the one who really understand me a lot. I dont say there is no one who can understand me in Canada, but because we dont have much time, at least I dont make any time to talk with somebody about my damned feeling, so there is at least no one who I can talk to. There are bounch of people who are really nice to me and really good-friendly.

It is 19:55 now, and I might go shower and then... I dont know. I was studying economics chapter 23 (the one we did in last week) and I have a mid-term tomorrow. Anthropology is really interesting subject to learn, but I dont think it's gonna be really useful to remember stuff, but the professor told us to do so, and even be very careful about every single small things... oh my god... do we really have to remember the name of the anthropologists??? are we supposed to remember the all sorts of things in the required textbook??? it's so redicurous... who tells me that I dont have to remember things in Canada as Japanese people always do??? it exceed Japanese people, but students really remember things on the text more than Japanese people do... what??? what the hell going on??? so damned it...

ok, anyway, I will stop writing and take shower, refresh... and... who knows???

2005.2.1
Masa@Canada
Tが来るまであと9日。
今日はまいちゃんとだいすけさんの誕生日☆
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by canadian_dreaming | 2005-02-01 10:11 | canadian life
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