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It has been almost 2 months that I havent uploaded this place :<
I was kinda busy recently with working and thinking about my future, as well as having irritated of my life.

Last weekend, 2 big things ended.
One: my friends' wedding party project
Two: badminton double tournament

ONE: Wedding party project
This is actually very much fun event happening to me recently.
I have been to a badminton club when I was a high school student. and it was all of a sudden that we knew that two of the members in that badminton club decided to get married!! It was so surprising and at the same time so happy thing, so I decided to make it big event!!
Me and some friends decided to make a movie message, so I was very busy with organizing it. It was actually very time-consuming and tough, with many people not replying to email or phone-call. However, I needed to respect their life too. I was busy with my work and my future, but I spared some time for celebrating two, so I wanted other team members to spare some time too, but it was not shared with few people, and I needed to accept it. This was very difficult for me because we were very close at the time we practiced badminton together and I didnt want to say that we become "adult" that prevents us from gathering again.
anyway,
the day came and the movie message completed just the morning of that day. I was so exausted with making one, but when i saw their faces, I was just so happy and satisfied with. I was just like ... oh, I did good job!!! nothing to regret!! even though I had a bit difficult time, still having shining smiles brought me to the happy world.

TWO: Badminton doubles tournament
I joined a badminton club in Matsudo which my friends played badminton at in April. At first I really enjoyed there and I was very very relaxing. However, time after time, somewhat I really felt burden on me, and I became dislike people there. Maybe it was because I am still too childish, or maybe because my heart is too small, but in any reasons, I cannot enjoy myself anymore there. and there is no reason for me to be there with so much stress. I am welcome to be said that I am just selfish. Its okie now, I just do not care. I just need to care of myself now. I have no space except thinking about myself, my future and my good precious friends.

so now, I am a bit released from many troubles. and i want to enjoy my work and want to spare time to think of myself.
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by canadian_dreaming | 2008-10-07 23:01 | Diary
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